so yea i finally jailbroke my itouch first gen and its so GOONED now lol
but it dies faster which kinda sucks but yea oh well lol...\

ALSO tmrw is the alumni game at my school gunna get 2 watch mans get dunked on and crossed SO bad lol

So I Recently I Guess You Could say i lost a friend because of this blog ... but i dont really care lol cause i dunno but i just dont.... yestrday was pretty FUCKED dam teacher had me running outside as if its nice and warm man must be CRAZEE out of his dam mind got the worst headache and had my braces start hurting :(

so yea lmao ive been going from bad to horrible and i havent found a word yet 2 describe my feeling now but ill figure it out eventually nothing dramatic has actually happened juss little things that have built up and became a big thing

* kinda feeling lonely need me a girlyfriend (N)
* need some serious xcitement b4 i crash
* gunna go back into work mode so then ill be even more alone (N)

eh in the end dats LIFE so imma deal with it

so i had my birthday dinner earlier tonight and my niggas flopped cause there whack but dats soft my 5 friends i need obv came love dose guys my ex came and right away i knew something was wrong with her and 90% of the time i was right but i didn't know exactly what until our two-faced friend told me shes mad cause i mad her arrive an hour early well i didn't even care cause ive been depressed and frustrated and tellin everyone the change of time was one of the last things on my mind so that was that and i decded not 2 care anymore about that. Then my Asian ting came real cute as usual and broought me some YUMMAY YUMMAY ASSS MOFUCKING COOKIE with my NAME ON IT <3 love dat girl she dont even know how much that cookie meant to me shes the i dont even know maybe new wife one day. so basically no one came lmao but i didnt care after cause i assumed they wudnt since were not really cool never were never will be..

my ex and OUR two faced friend sat like as far from me as possible ... :S w/e man the night was shit there was a few jokes and the food tasted noice so dat was a plus the COOKIE was SCRUMPTICIOUS word im getting another one shudnt have shared it but i did :( after that smoked a small spliff for a light buzz and that was my shit ass night

so yestrday was my 18th birthday YAY.... well not so yay lol
wel it started with some of my so-called "friends" not saying happy birthday lmao and other people who i KNOW its my bday decided not 2 say anything so basically i chilled with my REAL friends and did what we do best NOTHING lol but thats soft cause my birthdays have always been flopp nothing knew 2 me ..... all i did was finally for the last time figure out who my real friends are and whos a fake :) YAY

OWWWWWWWWWW Junior Ball Team Smacked Up D'Weave In A Intresting Game which was all because of my cheering followed by my entourage you kno ;) lmaooo even thought a certain WASTE CYATTIE T'KEYAH AND HER MAN NEVEN were CHEEEEEESING me 2 da max but they got bullied by my ex :( lmaoo so softer issue and den i felt like shyt after so i dropepd out of going 2 work lmaoo yay took a bootlegged nap but now i feel like shyt even more......

so i finally had the privilage of viewing rina MARIE blog and its so dam long and the font is so dam small so i read little 2 NONE lol and seeing her blogs make me HATE MY EVEN MORE OMG someone help me :(

so yes i have not updated in .. few weeks but heres an update

• bought some mroe shoes :)
• im in the "skinny jeans" phase lmao
• girls suck EVEN more now
• around 3 months till i GRADUATE woot
• got a new sexiER phone BBB

yea thats about it lmaoo

so i usually assume 2 quickly about things but lately i seem 2 have been more certain about things as 2 i dont talk as much anymore and usually seem 2 be quieter around my "friends" but the one person who i thought well i just thought it would happen this way my me and my "ex" we tried 2 but in the end were what we started out as "strangers" and i thought 2 myself this isnt right but like a few days went by and now i dont even care its normal now but i feel like shes watching me when i talk 2 other girls but oh well she can watch me evolve and change and be a new man.

yes it 4:44 am and im STILL awake and why you ask cause i dont wanna sleep and caus eim chillin wit my nigga callie no homo playin 2k9 lmaoo yes sounds gay but i dont care mans r bored been bored word i swear i got food poisioning from something i ate 2 day i dunno my belly felt like shyt and i was living in da bathroom i feel ALOT better now tho but yea lol... so tmrw i shud be going shopping for a pair of vans and some skinnay jeans yay!

Why I Love Black History Month Trips:

• 10% of finding a new cute girl you never saw b4 
• 90% find how ugly DARK SKIN girls are
• crack bare jokes with my niggas
• it was civvies so i had the XTRA attenton being a pretty boy and all ;)

yeah thats pretty much it which sums up the whole trip more or less lmao and basically my whole day.

After previewing the Air Jordan Dub Zero - Black / Laser Blue earlier this month, Jordan Brand is scheduled to release this pair which looks a lot like the previous model with a tweak in the color scheme. As opposed to laser blue, varsity maize is put in place on the midsole, inner lining and other accents. However, the rest of the sneaker is kept the same with black and patent leather. Finishing of the Dub Zero is white stitched sneakers overlaying on top of each other. A specific release date has yet to be identified, but is expected for Spring/Summer in limited quantities. Via Marquee Sole.

Jordan Dub Zero (Limited Release)
Style Number: 311046-071
Colorway: Black/Varsity Maize-White
Retail Price: $150.00

Birth name	Charles Eddie Lee Hamilton
Also known as	Sonic the Hamilton
Born	November 10, 1987 (age 21) Cleveland, Ohio
Origin	Brooklyn, New York
Genre(s)	Hip hop
Occupation(s)	Rapper
Years active	2001–present
Label(s)	Demevolist/Interscope

Charles Hamilton has been in the game for abit but has been more or less underground and know juss recently started to go mainstream with his newest mixtape Every Charles Hamilton Ex's Girlfriend Worst Nightmares

Charles Hamilton - Charles Hamilton Exs Girlfriend Worst Nightmares

so ive been SLACKING on my blogging and what not but ive been kinda busy with aht i call my "re birth" ive been going out more or less im not as lazy as i used 2 be i tend to be able 2 keep a conversation now lmao which used 2 be SO HARD as i was a shy little ignant bitch but times changed and so did i despite the fact me and my ex dont talk no more o well "Keep Moving Forward"

so not alot of shyt has happened but i dunno here whats what:

• me and my ex r okay i guess i dunno whatever
• im 100% not doing realtionships for like ever 
• i dunno bout my college career
• i flirt in a whole new way and it seems 2 work YAY
• i wont 5 bucks dun knoe
• im working again dun knoe making dat money back
• i have a new crowd i run with whos pretty cool

yea dats about it maynee

its offical im off the map im done with realtionships yes sir single life is the new trend well in my eyes anyways less stress more fun and im all about fun plus i needa start working again 2day was a real drag felt so long even though it really wasnt. ill get bakc into my old groove just you wait man, as kevin garnett would say " ANYTHINGS POSSIBLE"

so today was so weird my locker partner dissappeared all of a sudden ignored me all day... hmm what did i do now i wonder.. what i didnt give you a heart on msn cause really other then that i dunno if that IS the reason then so be it cause i think thats friggin childish but whatever no ones begging your friendship so theres goes another one...

so right now my life is pretty FUCKED.. if i do say so myself and theres basically 2 people 2 blame ME for not stoping before it was 2 late and my STUIPD MOTHER whom i do not wish 2 be related to and whom id rather move away from and never see from or hear from again, yes what im saying is very tempermental and also extremely rude but i DONT GIVE A FUCK....

A new Air Jordan Dub Zero was confirmed for 2009 with images coming at the end of last year, but releasing this year is one other colorway of the sneaker. Dub Zero fans will be happy to find a black and laser blue model on store shelves when it releases later this year in May. This Dub Zero consists of a black base with patent leather and laser blue accents. Also featured on this new make-up is a compliation of sneakers lasered at the sides in white and black. Look for this release on May 23rd retailing at $160, but you can get your pair a few months early at Marquee Sole.

Jordan Dub Zero (Limited Release)
Release Date: 05/23/2009
Style Number: 311046-001
Colorway: Black/Laser Blue
Retail Price: $160.00

These are right now my favorite shoes for 09 and for sure mans knoe im getting these 160... softer issue these r FUCKING COLD!!

Sheridan Cup Champions 6 Years ..... what more can i say it was a raw game but we obv came out on top spite bubba got injurded mans rallied aroudn the team and came out with a legit W yea we also smacked up xavier the game b4 so that we could go 2 the final but thats not really important lol and yeah it was a pretty simple day if i do say so myself .

hmm today was okie dokie school was soft as usualy had a dam supply teacher in my auto class boring as friggin hell had sheridan cup 2 daii came lookin kinda scrubbish plus i have a dam pimple that cant pop chessin me lookin all nasty and shyt softer issue not impressin no one anymore all girls are the same so fuck EM fuck EM fuck EM lol. yea was supposed 2 go chill with the man dem but decided not 2 and now im so dam bored oh and we won are game vs notre dame and were gunna face xavier tmrw and beat them and den beat loyola in the finals dun KNOEEEE LETS GO!

Set to release alongside the Portland Trailblazers Air Jordan Six Rings featured earlier today are the two pairs of Air Jordan I (1) Low Phats shown above. Though both pairs are inspired by the Portland Trailblazers, they are essentially the exact opposites of one another. The “away” colorway features a black base with a black patent leather toecap, a white swoosh, and a red jumpman logo on the tongue. The “home” colorway yields a white leather upper accented by a black swoosh with red stitching and a silver jumpman logo on the tongue. Both colorways include red midsoles and white outsoles. Both pairs are set to release with the aforementioned Air Jordan Six Rings on February 14, 2009.

The newest sneaker set to drop from the Air Jordan Six Rings series is the Portland Trailblazers inspired pair seen above. Featuring a predominately white upper with black and red lasering, this pair obviously takes inspiration from the jerseys of the Trailblazers. Michael Jordan and the Chicago Bulls defeated the Blazers en route to their 1992 NBA Championship and Jordan Brand is honoring the victory by releasing this colorway of the Six Rings. This pair also yields a black tongue, black midsole, and a red oustole. The Air Jordan Six Rings – Portland Trailblazers is set to drop on February 14, 2009

Stress is a biological term which refers to the consequences of the failure of a human or animal body to respond appropriately to emotional or physical threats to the organism, whether actual or imagined.^[1] It is "the autonomic response to environmental stimulus."^{[citation needed]}

It includes a state of alarm and adrenaline production, short-term resistance as a coping mechanism, and exhaustion. It refers to the inability of a human or animal body to respond. Common stress symptoms include irritability, muscular tension, inability to concentrate and a variety of physical reactions, such as headaches and accelerated heart rate.^[2]

The term "stress" was first used by the endocrinologist Hans Selye in the 1930s to identify physiological responses in laboratory animals. He later broadened and popularized the concept to include the perceptions and responses of humans trying to adapt to the challenges of everyday life. In Selye's terminology, "stress" refers to the reaction of the organism, and "stressor" to the perceived threat.

Stress in certain circumstances may be experienced positively. Eustress, for example, can be an adaptive response prompting the activation of internal resources to meet challenges and achieve goals.

The term is commonly used by laypersons in a metaphorical rather than literal or biological sense, as a catch-all for any perceived difficulties in life. It also became a euphemism, a way of referring to problems and eliciting sympathy without being explicitly confessional, just "stressed out".

It covers a huge range of phenomena from mild irritation to the kind of severe problems that might result in a real breakdown of health. In popular usage almost any event or situation between these extremes could be described as stressful.[15]

well today seemed kind of stressful in a away i dunno why though i juss felt so tired and out of it, not cause i worked hard in strength or not cause i ate so much friggin food in auto i dunno man but it needs to go away stress is NOT good.

so i recently came across one of my good friends blogspot www.wastedtalentinc.blogspot.com (yall needa check it out) and decided i wud add some more shyt 2 my   blog as now i will be talkiing about i can try 2 keep up with the shoe game mostly the shoes i LIKE lmaoo starting with:

The Nike Hyperdunks All Star Editions

now these shoes r friggin COLD and yes every player gets one to match their jersey west is red and east is blue for those of you who dont follow basketball but like the shoes lmaoo and im probalby like 98% shure these WONT be realsed to the public but yall can keep your fingers crossed.

so today was i okay and actually good despite the friggin fools who turned off my electricity this mornign and almost made me late lol. school was okay went by fast expect auto 2 much dam notes its killing mei cant stay awake :( i dunno how ill make it but with the privalge of making all this food i shud be okay im stocking up my locker for tmrw aha juss wait. went 2 da seniors game vs erindale and they slapped them by a 40+ piece lol softer issue mans tried choppin a HURT ting during the game and got it OBV but its styll a L lol. mans have BEEN bumpin the back 2 life back 2 reality by en'vouge now abit 2 much but song is catchy as hell .

Yes The Steelers have WON the superbowl  even thought all these dam ignorant black people tried 2 say it wa snot possible even though the cardinals were NEVER gunna beat them lol.  After i argued with all these dam cardinals idiots mans have some TASTEY pasta i had no clue what wa sin it i just knew it tasted friggin YUMMY. Have gay ass shcool tmrw but only 5 months more and im out diss BEYOTCH!!

So today mans had work at 8 IN THE MORNING shyt never again man its such a killer but a relief when at 3 you realized that your done work and you have the rest of the day to do whatever the hell you want and im enjoying that feeling especially to day cause SUPER BOWL 43 is coming on and imma watch dat but more or less iom more intrested in the commericals cause they always bring some funny ass comemricals during the super bowl which entertain me. 

WHAT A DAY!! first off

i had 2 go 2 stuipd work 2 daii which was kinda a drag since i wasnt in the mood and to make it worst had a group arguement at work about racism ... great. After work my friends wanted me 2 come 2 my boys jam part 2 so i wa slike sure why not .... what i did not know was that people would decide 2 invite themselves and basically try and crash the party PLUS i had little kids asking stuipd quesitons and tryin 2  start unecessary nonsense which was not needed in the first and ended up pissing HER off so me beeing fed up i cut from the party early and came home grr fml.

soo its 1:48 in the morning 

i recently just got home 

from the like most psycho jam i ever 

been 2 in my life. i felt so lost and

outta place the house was filled with

BARE asians but the owner of the house

was black wth ... friggin TRIP OUT!!

it was fun at times ;) aha

and then got boring real fast once all the 

drinks were gone which didnt take much 

time since everyone was chuggin away.

i could have/should have made my own fun but 

i decided 2 behave myself ;) oh well maybe

next time.

So imma try and write as much as i can about my day but i promise nothing lol

so today was the first say of second sesmester and i was NOT thrilled:

1. i hate my school

2. school is always 80% of the time filled with drama

3. my classes always suck or i get the worst teacher

But what i forgot is i only have 2 classes YAY!

strength trainning and double period auto

by far the easiest sesmester i will ever have

so both my classes have no girls in it

which is so down  but thats life i guess lol

Today im supposed 2 go out to this jam 

but its kinda fucking cold outside

so im kinda maybe at the moment 

but in the end ill just man up and go aha.

As Most People Should See I Have Just Started My Blog So Give Me Some Time 2 Get It Under Control  Thx